Being stuck alone in a hotel with nothing to do does terrible things to my mind.
Because all I do is just think about nonsense.


People said communication strengthens relationships.
But ironically, communication ended mine.
I keep asking myself,
If I hadn't told you that I felt neglected and lonely would we have ended this way?
It was completely my fault for putting stupid ideas in your head that you weren't good enough.


You said not being in this relationship meant that I'm free to consider other guys.
Did you really mean that?
Or did it meant that you are free to consider other girls?
You were the one who chased me, saying that you're sure that I'm the one you wanted.
And yet then you decided to go back to being friends so that we can know each other better.
If you were sure that I'm the one you wanted, then why'd you feel the need to know me better?
So am I really what you want?
Or am I just a tool because you were lonely?


You probably have no idea how worthless you made me feel when you told me that.
Wanted to tell you all these, and more.
But I have no guts to.
Pathetic, right?


Not that you would give me the chance to anyway.
I miss you and I want to see you.
But it just feels like you're avoiding me.
You say I'm thinking too much, but am I?


I just want to enjoy my holiday.
But I can't even do that.