Officially moved in to hall, it's gonna be my home away from home for the next 1 year.
The people here are pretty okay,
but still there isn't that sense of closeness between us despite going through a 10 day camp together.
Nothing like the sense of camaraderie I feel with my other friends.
Then again, how can 10 days even begin to compare with the time spent together mugging for the past 2 years?
How can it even be compared to the bond forged when we went through hardship during each and every shooting training or NPCC training?
Perhaps time will change things,
I believe bonds can be made over time, if they allow it.
On a sidenote,
I'm considering staying for only one sem.
The different hall activities may prove too tedious, and no matter what I am a firm believer that my studies always come first,
especially in the case of my scholarship.
One C can ruin everything that I have worked so hard for the past 2 years.
Considering if I should train with the NUS shooting team,
I want to.
But I know myself and my standards very well.
Clearly, I am not good enough for the team.
Will my will really be strong enough to overcome my limitations?
Heading home tomorrow for Korean class.
Looking forward to seeing my family again,
although I only came back to hall this morning.
I may really be a little too attached to my family for my own good.
The people here are pretty okay,
but still there isn't that sense of closeness between us despite going through a 10 day camp together.
Nothing like the sense of camaraderie I feel with my other friends.
Then again, how can 10 days even begin to compare with the time spent together mugging for the past 2 years?
How can it even be compared to the bond forged when we went through hardship during each and every shooting training or NPCC training?
Perhaps time will change things,
I believe bonds can be made over time, if they allow it.
On a sidenote,
I'm considering staying for only one sem.
The different hall activities may prove too tedious, and no matter what I am a firm believer that my studies always come first,
especially in the case of my scholarship.
One C can ruin everything that I have worked so hard for the past 2 years.
Considering if I should train with the NUS shooting team,
I want to.
But I know myself and my standards very well.
Clearly, I am not good enough for the team.
Will my will really be strong enough to overcome my limitations?
Heading home tomorrow for Korean class.
Looking forward to seeing my family again,
although I only came back to hall this morning.
I may really be a little too attached to my family for my own good.
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