It's friday!
And surprisingly there's no training today.


The past week had been interesting.
Save for Wed's training.
Dinner had been hilarious.
I had no idea Tanyang was so funny.


Met up with Nicole on Wed afternoon for coffee.
She seems happy, at least to me.
I sincerely hope she's happy.
Somehow, for so long that I've known her,
there's this general feel that she's not entirely happy.
So I really wish that she can be happy.


A levels just started.
The thought that I have just nice one year before I face it myself scare me.
I may have made it through Promos this time,
but how sure am I that I can tackle the As?


And there's shooting.
Somehow everytime I shoot,
I feel that I'm not good enough.
That even any new shooter will do much much better than me.
And I don't even stand a chance.


My class is pretty complicated too.
Something just isn't right,
and I can feel it.
I really miss 304 like crazy.
We may not be that bonded,
but the people are simpler.
Too much suspicion hurts my brain.


There's training this Monday.
And briefing for China trip.
27Nov is just round the corner.
Will I be ready then?


For now,
let's throw caution to the wind,
alright?