The grass is always greener on the other side.
Why can't I ever learn to be contented?


Maybe I truly am selfish.
Is that the reason why he doesn't feel appreciated?
What do I do then?
What am I supposed to do?


I can't make anyone happy, can I?
Seems like I only grief and vex people around me.
Yet all I ever wanted is for the people around me to be happy.
I smile all the time, I try not to make people worry about me.
But why is it so hard?


Perhaps, just perhaps.
With my character and personality,
I am meant to be alone.


I miss Ben.
So so much.
At this very moment, I just need him to knock some sense into me.
3rd Sep, please come quick. ):